Cumming after edging a few hours home alone in bed

Wish i had my own place so i can make better videos. I wanna play with sextoys. I really want to lose my virginity soon, im craving for some pussy to slide over it and feeling a girls insides. I masturbate multiple times a day and my cum tastes nice :) If i can just taste a pussy, my biggest dream would be complete. Even if it was just smelling underwear or sitting on my face, id do anything...